I am at a time where I am not familiar with myself.

written by: Bree Mcnemar


I am confused and I don’t feel like myself.

It’s hard to get out of bed

I have nothing to be sad about but it swells within me

I go through personalities like shirts, layering and changing and tailoring.

Meds

Smile

Meds

Laugh

Take more meds

Feel ok

I feel numb

Smile!

It feels impossible.

I put on my mask

The one that will shield my sadness

And I walk out the door.

Meds

Smile

Meds

Smile.